lack this, god wish
i lose myself for hours
and then come to
i was there for the whole ride
dinner plated accessories
in slow motion
in slow motion
mom said
"where were you?"
i don't know
did you see me?
and i blink two, three, four
half an hour gone so fast
with five games, seven, six
triple eight sun with a crucifix
i stare ahead and blank out slowly
can't speak, can't move, can't run, can't control
i'm just a
dead girl, zombie mind
can't pull myself together
ruin your whole life
i'm gonna be put away
hospital replay need some medication
besides my anti androgens
mom said
"it's not fair
to put all your weight onto others"
and i agree, i agree, i agree
and i blink five, six, seven
eight reborn with a hole in my head
nine, eight, seven, six
concussion make your whole mind miss
i don't think i'll ever shake this
to put my weight onto others
they deserve so much better
will i get better?
one, two, three four
mental illness is such a chore
five, six, seven, eight
family smile pain away
and nine, eight, seven, six
run around town with a hole in my head
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Each line on this album is delivered with malice, and each word hits like a mace to the skull. Backxwash uses raw aggression to vent frustration and anguish in a way that evokes an anger with the world rather than a pity for her. Luke Warmwater
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Daily focus-training coupled with strong work ethics pointed toward making life more bearable for others, could turn around this age for the better. This album is beautiful. A force for good. CHOSEN
Originally released in 2020, this future funk banger gets a reissue augmented by a whole host of new tracks with rubbery grooves. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 2, 2022
Another stunning ensemble from Fievel Is Glauque’s Zach Phillips, these two dozen songs showcase his inimitable songwriting style. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 9, 2023
Giddy music that could easily score a playful Nintendo game, these are bright, chirpy melodies designed to bring a smile. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 3, 2023
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Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy