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to lose track of time
07:23
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lack this, god wish
i lose myself for hours
and then come to
i was there for the whole ride
dinner plated accessories
in slow motion
in slow motion
mom said
"where were you?"
i don't know
did you see me?
and i blink two, three, four
half an hour gone so fast
with five games, seven, six
triple eight sun with a crucifix
i stare ahead and blank out slowly
can't speak, can't move, can't run, can't control
i'm just a
dead girl, zombie mind
can't pull myself together
ruin your whole life
i'm gonna be put away
hospital replay need some medication
besides my anti androgens
mom said
"it's not fair
to put all your weight onto others"
and i agree, i agree, i agree
and i blink five, six, seven
eight reborn with a hole in my head
nine, eight, seven, six
concussion make your whole mind miss
i don't think i'll ever shake this
to put my weight onto others
they deserve so much better
will i get better?
one, two, three four
mental illness is such a chore
five, six, seven, eight
family smile pain away
and nine, eight, seven, six
run around town with a hole in my head
and seven, seven, seven
then i'll be gone
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echo past the clearing
04:35
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i'm so scared
always terrified of shit
just so scared
awoo
what you did?
not the first time i've been scared of darkness
three a.m. when i was young
i can't tell
awoo
so i guess that's why i can't tell a true intention
so i guess that's why i can't tell your true intentions
and i don't think that i would be so fucked up
if nothing happened
awoo
i get scared at night
i don't want to be alone
i get scared at night
something happened
something happened
at the root of the tree where you sat next to me
outside on the playground, outside on the playground
what happened to that car when it parked in front of me?
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know and truth be told...
awoo
i don't like my skin
i think you like your skin too much
and i don't like it
but i'll search for it
yeah i'll search for you
awoo
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raccoon eyes
11:30
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baby i have raccoon eyes
we share sighs and lullabies
i hate to miss you, falling down love
rolling nickels and icy quarters
baby you have fragile minds
i'll care for you with all my life
you artist sharing the depths of your soul
dismantle the self to make you whole
honey i am scared of life
anxiety ridden constantly deprived
self imposed depression, it's all my fault
but i feel better with you
honey you have raccoon eyes
you see the angles and constantly mine
finding inner truth and i love you's
you'll find me puking and shaking in the corner
but i feel better with you
hope you feel better too love
love ain't perfect and neither am i
i fucking cry and cry
you cry and cry
but love like starlight comes naturally
fading so incomprehensible
always out in the distance
so honey i love you
baby i have raccoon eyes
baby you have raccoon eyes
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