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NO SUNS

by machineplus

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if i can't i look down at my body clearly i'm not a man i'm bodyless stealing pain to find comfort if i can't entire youth a fragment "yeah, i know..." "to feel human"
2.
feel me, on the floor melatonin and adderall close my legs again feel me, i split the sun shock waves break me to feel me, a girl would see the apple of your iris lum take off my dress forced steps make me unwell drunken nights, nothing days but happiness is the Sun feel me off and close my legs again melatonin sleep fuzz tones fade away feel me, a girl would see mirrors from your iris hum we bring home life as we found one
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i start seesawing/stalling iceberg star gas, star bird, star i walk farther future month father i complete myself i am i will for the first time get past walls and barriers blink on an eye stalling first, stalling smell of flowers
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i was always hiding so i couldn't see me laughing at the screen and always feeling empty never who i was i thought i couldn't be but when it's spoken she's plain to see never feeling dead now
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no suns no stars left break away divine you saw a star you said, "overtake yourself" oh shooting star take me away change me and turn gray all your friends move on they're scared of the scars on your arms two sides/one mind inject your change of body poor you... all humans speak more warm the air now constitute rejection the candlelight consumes and all is erased no sunlight to break away the lights on your doors the ghosts in your showers knock on the doors when we go to hell

about

the pantheon welcomed the newcomer with open arms. there seemed to be a new one everyday. a hazy pink hue encapsulated everything, she didn't know what to make of it all. she couldn't remember what had gotten her to this place in the first place. she remembered drowning, was she dead?

this is reality, you're drowning in a miasma of others like you. learn to process it or don't, this space moves on with or without you uncaring and unfeeling. this is home now. you can be whatever you want, whatever you are compelled to be. this is your life, your limbic system. you have been compelled to see your body and mind here as illusion. it is not. this is reality. we fly past the birds at units of acceleration that would break your mind. dance on the wrist and meet Beyond. you're a child of God now.

"i'm not drowning, i'm not drowning, i'm non drowning. i want to go home, i don't want to die, i don't want to die, i want to go home, please wake me up, please let me back, i don't want to drown."

my child this isn't death, you can leave anytime you want. there's no moons and no suns here to block your path. you can float off anytime you feel, you can wake up and pretend you were in a dream, you can do as you please. this world is here for you, a meta display of your brain. a map to help you find yourself. if you're lost, then you're lost. you can leave now. you can turn off the computer now. float through sky and embrace your loved ones.

this does not exist, it is not reality.

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released February 8, 2021

Violet-June: everything

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